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Struggling With Big Questions

"Let a man so consider us, as servants of Christ and stewards of the mysteries of God." 1 Cor. 4:1 A couple years ago I asked the Lord, begged the Lord, to fix me. I was stretched to a thin sheet. Much of what I believed that I believed was being shaken in my innermost parts in a way that’s impossible for me to articulate except to say it was physically painful and lonely. For the first time I kind of understood Jacob’s wrestling match with God. Do normal people lay awake at night torn to spiritual shreds ab out hell, homosexuality or America’s relationship with Israel? I have to be honest, I've never heard a teaching on 1 Timothy 2:15 that actually made sense.  To be fair, most teachers won't touch the topic so I haven't heard very many teachings period. Since then I’ve been going through a process of...shedding skin? Being stripped down to factory settings and taking inventory on my thoughts the same way I do when I go through stuff fo...